Monday, July 07, 2008
The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock by T S Eliot
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
Non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
Senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo.
[ Epigraph Translation- If I thought my answer were given
to anyone who would ever return to the world,
this flame would stand still without moving any further.
But since never from this abyss
has anyone ever returned alive, if what I hear is true,
without fear of infamy I answer you]
Let us go then, you and I,
When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherized upon a table;
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats
Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells:
Streets that follow like a tedious argument
Of insidious intent
To lead you to an overwhelming question…
Oh, do not ask, "What is it?"
Let us go and make our visit.
In the room the women come and go
Talking of Michelangelo.
The yellow fog that rubs its back upon the window-panes,
The yellow smoke that rubs its muzzle on the window-panes
Licked its tongue into the corners of the evening,
Lingered upon the pools that stand in drains,
Let fall upon its back the soot that falls from chimneys,
Slipped by the terrace, made a sudden leap,
And seeing that it was a soft October night,
Curled once about the house, and fell asleep.
And indeed there will be time
For the yellow smoke that slides along the street,
Rubbing its back upon the window-panes;
There will be time, there will be time
To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet;
There will be time to murder and create,
And time for all the works and days of hands
That lift and drop a question on your plate;
Time for you and time for me,
And time yet for a hundred indecisions,
And for a hundred visions and revisions,
Before the taking of a toast and tea.
In the room the women come and go
Talking of Michelangelo.
And indeed there will be time
To wonder, "Do I dare?" and, "Do I dare?"
Time to turn back and descend the stair,
With a bald spot in the middle of my hair—
[They will say: "How his hair is growing thin!"]
My morning coat, my collar mounting firmly to the chin,
My necktie rich and modest, but asserted by a simple pin—
[They will say: "But how his arms and legs are thin!"]
Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
In a minute there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse.
For I have known them all already, known them all—
Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons,
I have measured out my life with coffee spoons;
I know the voices dying with a dying fall
Beneath the music from a farther room.
So how should I presume?
And I have known the eyes already, known them all—
The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?
And how should I presume?
And I have known the arms already, known them all—
Arms that are braceleted and white and bare
[But in the lamplight, downed with light brown hair!]
Is it perfume from a dress
That makes me so digress?
Arms that lie along a table, or wrap about a shawl.
And should I then presume?
And how should I begin?
. . . . .
Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through narrow streets
And watched the smoke that rises from the pipes
Of lonely men in shirt-sleeves, leaning out of windows? …
I should have been a pair of ragged claws
Scuttling across the floors of silent seas.
. . . . .
And the afternoon, the evening, sleeps so peacefully!
Smoothed by long fingers,
Asleep… tired… or it malingers,
Stretched on the floor, here beside you and me.
Should I, after tea and cakes and ices,
Have the strength to force the moment to its crisis?
But though I have wept and fasted, wept and prayed,
Though I have seen my head [grown slightly bald] brought in upon a platter,
I am no prophet—and here's no great matter;
I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker,
And I have seen the eternal Footman hold my coat, and snicker,
And in short, I was afraid.
And would it have been worth it, after all,
After the cups, the marmalade, the tea,
Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me,
Would it have been worth while,
To have bitten off the matter with a smile,
To have squeezed the universe into a ball
To roll it toward some overwhelming question,
To say: "I am Lazarus, come from the dead,
Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all"—
If one, settling a pillow by her head,
Should say: "That is not what I meant at all.
That is not it, at all."
And would it have been worth it, after all,
Would it have been worth while,
After the sunsets and the dooryards and the sprinkled streets,
After the novels, after the teacups, after the skirts that trail along the floor—
And this, and so much more?—
It is impossible to say just what I mean!
But as if a magic lantern threw the nerves in patterns on a screen:
Would it have been worth while
If one, settling a pillow or throwing off a shawl,
And turning toward the window, should say:
"That is not it at all,
That is not what I meant, at all."
. . . . .
No! I am not Prince Hamlet, nor was meant to be;
Am an attendant lord, one that will do
To swell a progress, start a scene or two,
Advise the prince; no doubt, an easy tool,
Deferential, glad to be of use,
Politic, cautious, and meticulous;
Full of high sentence, but a bit obtuse;
At times, indeed, almost ridiculous—
Almost, at times, the Fool.
I grow old… I grow old…
I shall wear the bottoms of my trousers rolled.
Shall I part my hair behind? Do I dare to eat a peach?
I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach.
I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each.
I do not think that they will sing to me.
I have seen them riding seaward on the waves
Combing the white hair of the waves blown back
When the wind blows the water white and black.
We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown.
References :
1) The above text has been retrieved from http://en.wikisource.org/wiki/The_Love_Song_of_J._Alfred_Prufrock
2)Listen to a lovely recital at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A2khDhfwsoE&feature=related
3)Learn more about the poem at http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Love_Song_of_J._Alfred_Prufrock
Monday, June 30, 2008
Aaj janey kee zidd naa karo..
Yunhi pehloo mein baithe raho (2)
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Haay mar jaayenge, hum to lut jaayenge
Aisi baatein kiya na karo
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo (2)
Haay mar jaayenge, hum to lut jaayenge
Aisi baatein kiya na karo
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Tum hi socho zara, kyun na roke tumhe
Jaan jaati hai jab uth ke jaate ho tum (2)
Tumko apni qasam jaan-e-jaan
Baat itni meri maan lo
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Yunhi pehloo mein baithe raho (2)
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Haay mar jaayenge, hum to lut jaayenge
Aisi baatein kiya na karo
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Waqt ki qaid mein zindagi hai magar (2)
Chand ghadiyan yehi hain jo aazad hain (2)
Inko khokar mere jaan-e-jaan
Umr bhar na taraste raho
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Haay mar jaayenge, hum to lut jaayenge
Aisi baatein kiya na karo
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Kitna maasoom rangeen hai yeh sama
Husn aur ishq ki aaj mein raaj hai (2)
Kal ki kisko khabar jaan-e-jaan
Rok lo aaj ki raat ko
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Yunhi pehloo mein baithe raho (2)
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Haay mar jaayenge, hum to lut jaayenge
Aisi baatein kiya na karo
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
About this Ghazal: This beautiful ghazal has been sung by Farida Khanun who has been quite rightly titled as the "queen of ghazals". Farida Khanun was born in Calcutta and raised in Amritsar. She moved to Pakistan after 1947. In 2005, she received Pakistan's highest civilian honor. This Ghazal is one of her most well known performances.
References :
1) Read more about Farida Khanun at wikipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Farida_Khanum
2) Listen to this ghazal at You Tube : http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=-J4jgctq8h8&feature=related . I also love the following clip of her live performance , though it is not complete : http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=XUVS91UGNO8&feature=related
3) Read excerpts from Farida Khanun's interview at http://www.hinduonnet.com/thehindu/mp/2006/11/09/stories/2006110900550100.htm
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Badey Achey..
Yeh Dharti ,yeh nadiyaa, yeh rainaa aur! tum
Hum tum kitane paas hai, kitane duur hain chaand sitaare
Sach poochho to man ko jhoothe lagate hain yeh saare
Magar saccche lagate hai, yeh dharti...
Tum in sab ko chood ke kaise kal subah jaaogi
Mere saath inhe bhi to tum yaad bahut aaogi
Bade achchhe lagate hain ...
- Sung by Amit Kumar in Balika Vadhu (1976)
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Ranjish Hi Sahi..
pehlay say maraasim na sahi phir bhi kabhi toIf not for our past relationship
rasm-o-rahay duniya hi nibhaanay kay liyay aaCome to fulfill the rituals of the world
kis kis ko bataayengay judaai kaa sabab hamWhom all must I give the explanation of (this) separation
tu mujh se khafaa hai to zamaanay kay liyay aaIf not for me then come for the worldly courtesy
kuchh to meri pindaar-e-mohabbat ka bharam rakhRespect a little the depth of my love for youtu bhi to kabhi mujh ko manaanay kay liyay aaCome someday to placate me as well (as I do)
ek umr say hun lazzat-e-giryaa se bhi mehruumToo long have I been deprived of the longing for your loveaye raahat-e-jaan mujh ko rulaanay kay liyay aaCome love, if only to make me cry again
maana ke mohhabbat ka chupana hai mohhabat
ye aakhari shammain bhi bujhaanay kay liyay aaCome to blow these last candles of hope if you like
References:
1) Part of this Translation ( with some changes to reflect my understanding) is from http://www.egothemag.com/urdupoetry/archives/2005/10/ranjish_hi_sahi.html . Urdu poetry ( like any poetry ) can be a bit lost in translation but meaning ( without being literal) can help understand the poetry with or without rhyme
2) Listen to Ranjish Hi Sahi at You Tube ..I dig both versions!
a) By Runa Laila : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lUtUqD-9Yf4
b) By Mehdi Hassan: http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=cgKDqh2ccuU&feature=related
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Jinhen main dhoondtaa thaa ..

Blue sky above Lagos by Patrick Mayon
(see image information below)
Jinhen main dhoondtaa thaa aasmaanon mein zameeno mein
vo nikale mere zulmat-e-Khaanaa-e-dil ke makiino mein
mahiine vasl ke ghadiyon kee soorat udatey jaatein hain
magar ghadiyaan judaaee kee guzaratee hain mahino mein
mujhe rokegaa tu ai naaKhudaa kyaa garq hone se
ki jin ko doobna hai doob jaate hain safiino.n mein
jalaa sakatii hai sham-e-kushtaa ko mauj-e-nafas un kee
ilaahii kyaa chhupaa hotaa hai ahal-e-dil ke seeno mein
tamannaa dard-e-dil kii ho to kar Khidamat faqeero.n kee
nahee milataa ye gauhar baadshaaho.n ke Khazeeno mein
muhabbat ke liye dil dhoondh koi Tootnevaalaa
ye vo mai hai jise rakhate hain naazuk aab_giino mein
buraa samajhoon unhein mujh se to aisaa ho nahee saktaa
ki main Khud bhii to hoon "Iqbal" apane nuktaachiino mein
Key to Urdu Words: zulmat-e-Khaanaa-e-dil = darkened house that is (my) heart, makiin = resident, vasl = to come together, naaKhudaa = boatsman; garq = drowning; safiinaa = boat, sham-e-kushtaa = extinguished candle/flame, mauj-e-nafas = waves of (one's) breath,gauhar = pearl; Khaziino.n = riches/treasure, aab_giinaa = delicate decanter (wine container) made of glass,nuktaachii.n = critic
Image Information: This image is from http://flickr.com/photo_zoom.gne?id=436989640&context=photostream&size=o
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Parichay (Identity)
Svayam chaya, svayam aadhar hun main; The self, the shadow, I am both;
bandha hun, svapna hun, laghu vrut main hun; tied down, a dream, shrunken,
nahin to vyom ka vistar hun main. else, an elaboration of empty space.
Samaana chahti hai jo been ur mein; A crippled clamor of emptiness,
vikal us shunya ki jhankaar hun main.seeking to fill the silence in my heart.
Bhatakta khojta hun, jyoti tam mein; I wander, searching for light in darkness,
suna hai jyoti ka aagaar hun main. I am, I hear, a treasury of light.
usi ka kar raha abhisaar hun main.I too, await my dawn.
Janam kar sau baar mar chuka lekin A hundred times, I lived and died,
agam ka paa saka kya paar hun main?Have I found yet, the bridge across the Unknown?
rangeele svapna ka sansaar hun main.I am a world of multi-hued dreams.
Mujhe kya aaj hi ya kal jharu mein,What care I, sooner or later, I will wilt
suman hun ek laghu upahaar hun main.For I am a flower, a modest offering,
Jalan hun, dard hun, dil ki kasak hun;A burning, a pain, a heartache
kisi ka haay, khoya pyaar hun main.Oh woe! I am someone's lost love.
Gira hun bhoomi par nandan vipin se,Fallen to earth, from the flower-garden,
amar-taru ka suman sukumar hun main .beloved son of the evergreen tree
laga dhone vyatha ka bhaar hun main. my life is a little sweeter now.
Rudann anmol dhan kavi ka, issise With anguish, precious wealth of poets,
pirota aasuon ka haar hun main.I string together my tears in verse.
Chita ka dhulikann hun, kshaar hun main. I am but the dust from the pyre, the ash
Pata mera tujhe mitti kahegi, Where I am, the earth will tell you,
sama jisme chuka sau baar hun main. She who has consumed me a hundred times
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Na dekhe vishva par mujhko ghrina se;Yet the world looks not with hatred upon me,
manuj hun srishti ka shringaar hun main. For I am a man, a wonder of creation
Pujarin! Dhuli se mujhko utha le, Oh Devotee, lift me from the dust where I lie!
tumhare devtaa ka haar hun main.I am a garland for your beloved God.
Sunnu kya sindhu, main garjan tumhara?Oh mighty ocean, what shall I make of your roar?
Svayam yudh dharma ki hunnkaar hun main.I am a voice, loud, of this age and its mores
Kathin nirgosh hun bheeshan ashani ka;A hard fearsome voice of lightning,
pralay gaandeev ka tankaar hun main.I am the twang of catastrophe's bow,
Dabi si aag hun bheeshan kshuddha ki; The suppressed fire of a ravenous hunger,
dalit ka maun hahakaar hun main.I am the wordless wail of the suffering.
Sajag sansaar tu nij ko samhaale;Oh vigilant world, take care, beware!
pralay ka ksubdh paravaar hun main. I am the tumultuous ocean of catastrophe.
Bandha toofan hun, chalna mana hai,A captive storm, forbidden motion,
bandhi uddaam nirjhar-dhaar hun main; I am a waterfall dammed.
kahun kya kaun hun, kya aag meri?Who am I, what is my desire,
Bandhi hai lekhni, laachaar hun main I am helpless, a pen constrained.
by Ramdhari Singh Dinkar
About the Poet: Ramdhari Singh Dinkar ( 1908-1974) is considered one of the most important modern hindi poets. His poetry inspired thousands during India's struggle for freedom. During his lifetime Dinkar received several awards and honors for his work , including , Jnanpith award, Padmabhushan and Sahitya Academy Award. Parichay is one of Dinkars best loved poems with each and every line beautiful and profound .
References:
1. The translation is from http://vgr.sulekha.com/blog/post/1999/11/i-parichay-by-dinkar-i-a-translation.htm
2.Read more about Dinkar's life at wikipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ramdhari_Singh
3. Read Parichay in Hindi script at http://www.prayogshala.com/poems/dinkar-parichay
Image Information: This image is from http://www.flickr.com/photos/esti/317841450/
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Ye jo hum hijr mein...
vo aaye ghar mein hamaare Khudaa kii kudarat hai
nazar lage na kaheen usake dast-o-baazuu ko
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tere javaahiir-e-tarf-e-kulah ko kyaa dekhein
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Tonight I Can Write The Saddest Lines...
Thursday, September 20, 2007
A word is dead
When it is said,
Some say
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Begins to live
That day
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Chal Merey Saath hee chal..
in samajon ke baneye huey bandhan se nikal, chal...
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dil ki daulat pe jahan koi lutere na lagey
kab hai badla ye zamana, tu zamane ko badal, chal…
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bijliyan arsh se khud rasta dikhlati hai
tu bhi bijli ki tarah gam ke andheron se nikal, chal...
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apni chahat pe jahan koi bhi dushman na hanse
chhed de pyar se tu sazey, mohabbat pey ghazal, chal...
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samne dekhke, manzil hai teri taaron mein
baat banti hai agar dil mey, iradey ho atal, chal…
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2) Read more about Hasrat Jaipuri at wikipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hasrat_Jaipuri
Na tha kuch to....
the in-side by dandasights( See image information below)
Na tha kuch to Khuda tha, kuch na hota to Khuda hota
Duboya mujhko hone ne, na hota main to kya hota ?
Na hota gar juda tan se to zaanoon par dhara hota
Wo har ek baat pe kehana, ke yoon hota to kya hota ?
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Monday, September 03, 2007
Auguries of Innocence..
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About the Poem: Auguries of Innocence, written by William Blake is a poem of paradoxes in life and the beauty in their irony. I have put my favorite lines from the poem in bold. The opening lines are absolutely enchanting and I love them. Priceless wisdom is packed in each line of the poem .Everytime you read it a new layer emerges!
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About the Poet: William Blake (1757 - 1827) was an English poet, visionary , painter and printmaker. Largely unrecognized during his lifetime, Blake's work is today considered great and significant in the history of both poetry and the visual arts. [1]
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In 1782, William Blake married an illiterate woman named Catherine Boucher. Blake taught her to read and to write, and also instructed her in draftsmanship. Later, she helped him print the illuminated poetry for which he is remembered today. Blake believed that his poetry could be read and understood by common people, but he was determined not to sacrifice his vision in order to become popular. [2]
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References :
[1] Read more about William Blake at Wikipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/William_blake
[2] Read William Blake's Biography as well his other works at poets.org http://www.poets.org/poet.php/prmPID/116
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Image information : This image is from http://www.flickr.com/photo_zoom.gne?id=174098243&size=o
Saturday, September 01, 2007
Lagta nahee hai...
Friday, August 31, 2007
Khusrau darya prem ka..
Tu aan shahi ke ber aiwan-e qasrat Kabutar gar nasheenad, baaz gardad
(You are a king at the gate of whose palace / even a pigeon becomes a hawk. / A poor traveller has come to your gate, / should he enter, or should he return?)
It is said that Nizamuddin Aulia at once asked one of his servants to go out at the gate and narrate the following lines to a boy who is sitting there :
(Oh you the man of reality, come inside / so you become for a while my confidant /but if the one who enters is foolish / then he should return the way he came.)
Hearing this Khusrau decided that he has come to the right place and entered.
It's all I have to bring today....
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
I'm Nobody! Who Are You
Two birds by kjhads Are you nobody, too?
Then there's a pair of us--don't tell!
They'd banish us, you know.
How dreary to be somebody!
How public, like a frog
To tell your name the livelong day
To an admiring bog!
Emily Dickinson
Friday, August 17, 2007
Aah ko Chaahiye....
kaun jeetaa hai teri zulf ke sar hone tak
daam har mauj mein hai halqaa-e-sad _kaam-e-nahang
dekhen kyaa guzare hai qatare pe gauhar hone tak
aashiqi sabr-talab aur tamanna betaab
dil kaa kyaa rang karun Khuun-e-jigar hone tak
ham ne manaa ke taGaaful na karoge lekin
Khaak ho jaayenge hum tum ko Khabar hone tak
partav-e-Khuur se hai shabanam ko fanaa kii taaliim
main bhii hoon ek inaayat kii nazar hone tak
yak nazar besh nahii.n fursat-e-hastii Gaafil
garmi-e-bazm hai ik raqs-e-sharar hone tak
shammaa har rang mein jalati hai sahar hone tak
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Where the mind is without fear....
Where knowledge is free
Where the world has not been broken up into fragments
By narrow domestic walls
Where words come out from the depth of truth
Where tireless striving stretches its arms towards perfection
Where the clear stream of reason has not lost its way
Into the dreary desert sand of dead habit
Where the mind is led forward by thee
Into ever-widening thought and action
Into that heaven of freedom, my Father, let my country awake.
Rabindranath Tagore
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Cavafy's Ithaca....
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Monday, August 13, 2007
Rubaiyat of Omar Khayyam...
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(Literal )
I resolve daily that at dusk I shall repent
For a night with a cup full of wine spent.
In the presence of flowers, my resolve simply went
In such company, I only regret that I ever resolved to repent.
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(Literal)
The secrets eternal neither you know nor I
And answers to the riddle neither you know nor I
Behind the veil there is much talk about us, why
When the veil falls, neither you remain nor I.
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(Literal)
Some in deep thought spirit seek
Some lost in awe, of doubt reek
I fear the voice, hidden but not weak
Cry out "awake! Both ways are oblique.
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( Fitzgerald's Translation)
The Moving Finger writes; and, having writ,
Moves on: nor all your Piety nor Wit
Shall lure it back to cancel half a Line,
Nor all your Tears wash out a Word of it.
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( Literal)
The grass that grows by every stream
Like angelic smiles faintly gleam
Step gently, cause it not to scream
For it has grown from a lover’s dream.
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( Fitzgerald's Translation)
And strange to tell, among that Earthen Lot
Some could articulate, while others not:
And suddenly one more impatient cried--
"Who is the Potter, pray, and who the Pot?"
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